I do not have that child like excitement that I once had about Christmas.
It is never a very good Christmas at home.
Just another day with the people that infuriate me,
prevent me from having a future I want,
preventing me doing what I want to do.
I hope next year will be better,
and that I will be happier.
Sorry this does not make very good reading.
But how I feel is while everyone else is moving on in their lives, exploring new experiences, becoming more of the person they will be in many years time, I am standing still. Being the same person. It is like time is avoiding me, and I don't understand why.
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