Irritation

Since my love life is non existent, at this particular memento, I find I am a tad meh about it. All of my closest friends have someone to be with, to tell them that they love them, or care deeply about them. To do, what people our age like to do.

But what Irritates me is that I seem to find that the guys like me and yet I have no feeling what so ever back. Mainly because they're not my type, or that they barely know me, or that I don't see them enough, and mostly that I just don't find myself attracted to them.

I don't know what I am looking for anymore. My friends seem to be able to find the right guy for them so easily, and yet for me I seem to find it difficult to even find anyone that I could see a possible relationship developing. Maybe it is because I find it difficult to give myself to someone, that I will hurt them, or that they will expect too much of me and be disappointed.

I don't know what I am looking for, so I hope that there is at least one guy that may quite like me, with similar qualities and with reasonable looks.

 

I think too much about this....maybe I should pipe down.