As much as I love you

I wish you would just be more considerate of other people around you.

I lied, because you would have been unhappy if I had said yes, you and him are being to close, too touchy feely, it is irritating, and making everyone around you both, uncomfortable.

 It was you two, that had the most fun the other day.

I'm not saying that you two cant be like that, but for me, for other people around you, you need to balance it out, and not make everyone feel like we are sharing you to the extent that we cannot tell you how we feel.

 I'm so glad to see you so happy. It makes me feel so warm inside to see you laugh so much, and after all that happened last year, no one deserves it more.

Thing is, your smitten with him. Again, there is nothing wrong with that but, as your friend, sister and part of your family, it is my duty to warn you to be careful. As much as you think differently, this may not last. It has only been 3 months and you're both talking of children, and living together.

I find this a little too much to handle, as these are things you would talk about when you are considering marriage, when your lives are secure, when you know for definite that you will be spending the rest of your lives together.

I want you to be happy, but not to the extent where everyone else is unhappy. Ok maybe that's the wrong word, but what I mean is, I do not like it when my sister is snogging her boyfriend or is that close to someone ALL of the time, to me you will always be that 3 year old that I met in playgroup. And to your family you will always be their baby, they will want to protect you. It just feels wrong. Its like watching your actual sisters being that close to their boyfriend constantly. Or your mum and Graham being like that.

Do get what I mean?

I could not have worded this very well, if I said it out loud.

You probably would have hated me.
I probably haven't done a very good job even saying it like this.

You might defiantly hate me now.

I love you though. Unconditionally always.