Being me is something that I hate and love.
Although many of my friends claim to know me well, sometimes they do not.
I may not always be there in the world of normality to speak of, I am careless with my own safety but I only do it to test my ability, to test how far I will go whether I be upset or happy.
Freedom to express myself is the main thing I aim for.
As well as to be confident, to not only stand up for myself against those who judge me, but my friends as well.
I hate being viewed in an negative light, I fear rejection, I seek love, yet I reject that as well.
Plus the fact that being me is also being attracted to both men and women. Admitting it to those closest to me was the best thing I have ever done. It suits me, being it, as well as not hiding a attraction I have had for many years.
I am not perfect and I make no attempt to be so, nor do I expect others to wish it.
No person knows the other a hundred per cent, even I don't know myself or why I do things. But I know where I stand, my morals, and the fact that no matter what I do my friends will never discuss my shortcomings in a compromising way, that they will be there for me, as I will be there for them.
Thus to conclude I think I must include the cheesy phrase "my friends are my family"
Because well, without Amelia, Hope, Vicky, Luke, John. (Plus others but I cant list you all....sorry) I would be lost.
You all mean so much to me, you have no idea. You are what makes me, me. :P
Love you all :)
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