Vulnerable

I hate feeling vulnerable
I always want to be strong, to feel strong, to make out to others that I can pick myself up without their help.
That's why I always say I'm secretly a man, because I want to feel that strength.

I put myself in a vulnerable position last night.
I wasn't in my right mind so it all came out.
Everything that makes me so screwed up came out.
Things Ive told no one, that I am ashamed of.

Now I feel like I'm on the edge of a falling cliff.

Vulnerable. It tastes sour upon my tongue.

Good thing about last night is that a load of poems/words/phrases just spilled out my mind. I had to write. Mia was chuffed as she started to make the poems into songs with her guitar.

I love words.