I never knew how alike me and my father are.

Loneliness is the thing that we have in common, among other things.

What divides us is, I drive myself to not be lonely, I seek out others for company, for my benefit.

He drives people away, he seeks solitude, and alcohol, for no ones benefit.

One day he will be alone, and I wont be there for him, as he will drive me away, like he is doing with the rest of our family.

I hope to god, I will not let myself become like him.