I almost destroyed one of my closest friendships with my own drunken stupidity. I know we're fine now but I can tell things are not going to be the same. Once you've done something like that or seen someone acting in that way then its difficult to take all of it back. All I want is things to be normal. I was fretting all week and stressing myself out about it mainly because I didnt have David to talk to. He was away all week and it made me realise how weird it would be if he did go away to America next year and how much id miss him. He'd probably hate me saying this but he is literally the little brother I never had. Plus he's always somehow there for me.
But yeah thats basically it. Missing home alot. Vicky ws crying on the phone to me and I just wanted to be home to give her a hug. Amelia's got her operation at the end ish of this month and I wish I could be there for her but I cant :(
I'll be home soon though and looking forward to it for once!
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