Only John knows about this one...I wish I had never dreamt it.

A dream I had in May/June.

I dreamt about you the other night.

I dreamt we were kissing, I could feel your warm breath on my skin, my neck, my body.

Unravelling our hidden desires, our clothes.

You said you couldn't do this, you said you loved someone else, yet you kissed me.

Bodies thrown together barn looming above us, caressing, burning.

Your thighs,legs wrapped around my waist, I began to kiss your brow, lips, breasts, tummy. Biting, nibbling. Lower and lower. More heated, more heart felt than any moment. Untill you couldn't take it anymore. Untill you were begging me to stop.