Ups and Downs

Uni life is fantastic, but it also has been, so far, an emotional roller coaster. Well for me anyway. Ambrose's death still clouds my mind but being not at home allows me to deal with it, for the time being. I know once I'm home I will be a wreck.

Over the last few months I have realised that at Uni the three people that I have become most close to are Ant, Luke and David. Despite this they want to live in a flat together without me. Mainly because they want it to be a bachelor pad..a typical man thing to do. So obviously I was hurt by this. Ant spent stayed up with me till 5 in the morning just talking about it, which made up for it alot plus I know that I will be welcome at theirs whenever I want.
Me and David are pretty close too, if I could have picked a brother I would have chosen him.
Luke is just well Luke, doing his thing.
In a way, however, this has been good for me, I appreciate my friendship with them a lot more and my friends at home especially. I cannot wait to see Amelia, Vicky, Hope, Mia, Arran and John again, it makes me so excited to just be able to give them a great big hug when I see them. :)
It also has made me seek out female friends, I'm my own worse enemy as I tend to stick with male friends as I keep thinking Ive already got four fantastic girl best friends who would want more?
 But I'm starting to becoming pretty close to Kerry and Ive met Katrina who has quite a bit in common with me.
I also have started to make more of an effort to get to know Laura and Jess in my flat who till up to now I hadn't had a proper full on conversation with.
To be honest Uni is one of the best things so far that has happened to me. Mainly because it makes me realise how much home means to me, and how much I have to live for :)

Cheesy I know, but meh :)